i may not be the best. i may be misunderstood. i know i cannot be that someone you expected me to be. but i am still me. still that same out-of-tuned key.

i'll keepon playing.




ho heung kin
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20071990
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my lifeas itis.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

hmm... i found my adidas bag lying somewhere in the house. the one which is white and red. and it looks quite feminine too. lol. not going to care anyway. getting bored. bored to the extent that i have to resort to playing fifa 99 to keep me from dying off (yes, fifa 99, there is no typo). just deleted the crazy frog album. lol. could not stand it anymore, and it was wasting abut 30 mb on my hard disk. lol. since it is crap, it wastes any amount of hard disk space, even 30 mb. this morning, my dad told me that he will be signiong me up for the 4X100m relay in his company's family day. should not be much of a challenge. after all, racing with people nearing middle-age should be easy. so, being a nice person, as what i am usually, i agreed. was expecting the callaway golf demo day to be today at orchid country club. i was dying to test its newest driver, the ft3. but, i realised that i misread the poster. it was supposed to be next week. sad. have to wait for another week. bored. nothing to type already. BORED

still the same.| 9:46 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

disturbances still continuing. and shane got a new phone, nokia 6680. cool. but i don't like nokia. lol. i still want the sony ericsson k750i or the new walkman phone, the w800i. although they don't have 3G functions, they are much better-looking and they have better cameras! lol. 2 megapixels, no joke. better than any 1.3 megapixel camera on the nokia 6680. anyway, i am now listening to crazy frog to hear why the british like it so much. and i found something: that british people listen to crap. axel f is like a song (if you can call it a song) that involves more buttons pressed than vocals. techno crap. haiz...when will people learn that we need another beethoven or mozart? the music nowadays is terrible. beethoven would have commited suicide if he was alive today and listening to all this crap. back to school life. i don't know how childish can people be. it is like who will try to play with anything he or she sees? kia liang is one. he sees me having that yoda pen, he has to play with yoda. he sees zaven's extra large french curve, he has to play with it as well. grow up kid. today, the chinese teacher showed us a cartoon by a hong kong cartoonist. too bad for you people, it is in cantonese. lol. but that means more noise for me. kia liang for some reason has something against cantonese, or hong kong people in particular. and i don't really f***ing know why. what is wrong with hong kong people? what is so wrong that you have to call them "hongkies"? whatever. after all, there is no point arguing with someone with the mentality of a 5 year old. because someone like that will never shut up anyway. anyway, the cartoon was reallly funny, and this shows that hong kong people have a sense of humour, unlike singaporeans. the only jokes singaporeans know how to make would be in the form of racist jokes. for example, kia liang. enough of ranting on about singaporeans. i guess you people should know yourselves. that's all bah...

still the same.| 6:38 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

yawnz.... this blog finally woke up. after 2 months and 20 days of hibernation. feeling too lazy, was browsing through some blogs of my friends and realised that i was still stuck at 14 may. and so, i decided to wake the fungus blog up. anyway, i finally got my MYUK pencil case, and it says "LIFE SUCKS", which i quite agree with. lol. after all, life has not been very fair to me. why do i get to sit next to kia liang and listen to all his noise? i pretty well wish to concentrate during lessons but he has to keep making up some lame things to say. and phillip has to encourage him further by laughing at everything. but me being a pro, still manages to listen. lol. being bhb. anyway, i passed e math despite having all these disturbances next to me. 17.5/25. good good. especially when i haven't been studying at all. a math quiz tomorrow and i haven't even touched anything on bearings and 3D problems yet. too lazy to. just feel like playing some games. that's all... too lazy to type more

still the same.| 5:30 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

okayyy... mid years are finally over, except for a chinese listening comprehension. next week, we will have to go to school at 1 pm and end at 6 pm??!! whoa, stop there!! this is like primary school, afternoon session. but look on the bright side. i get to sleep late, wake up late, wake up without rushing to school. the cons?? let's see... have to reset my internal clock, and...that's about it. so, i wouldn't mind having school in the afternoons.
haiz...woke up today feeling very sore in my right arm, don't know what happened. might have hurt it while playing basketball yesterday. i ignored it and just went about with my normal weekend. now i think i aggravated the injury by playing golf...oww...so sore. couldn't really move properly. tried to rest it by not moving it, but it failed. my arm just went numb and i couldn't move it for a few minutes. so, i had no choice but to try and move it. haiz... can't really type as well, let alone write( my mom asked me to do a write-up for plants for my sis, i could not really write....). i will just go rest that arm now. can't type with my right hand...

still the same.| 10:55 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

there was english paper 1 today and it was quite ok, at least i think i can pass. i just had to take one look at the question paper to choose my question: number 4. i just needed to see two words, "cell phone" to make my decision. lol. i took like 30minutes to "vomit" all the stuff in my head, which was too fast for a composition. after that, i had 1hour 15minutes to do my report, which i wasted 15minutes thinking of a name for the lawyer. i finally settled on "Mickey Mouse" because i could not think of something else...lol. then the report was also quite easy, took another 30 minutes to finish. then i was sitting there for 30minutes, watching the rest of the people struggle to finish their compositions/reports. then i just fell asleep. too tired, no choice. now still quite lethargic...need to sleep...haiz....tomorrow there is still geography test. dammit!! why can't ms soh/mrs long put it on another day?? now not only will i have to study for social studies, i will have to study for geography as well. anyway, i heard from other classes that the test is very easy, so i will also not care much. lol. i still need my sleep. too bad for you, geography, i am not going to care about some stupid mcq test that ruins my sleep. going off to take a nap now(i know it is quite late to take a nap).

still the same.| 8:23 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

i am supposed to be studying, but i will just post this 5 minutes. just got my new specs today. they look just great! anyway, i just got new contact lenses as well(have to, my short-sightedness just got worse). can someone give me a review of the soflens 38? i haven't used this "model" of contact lenses before...(i only use soflens comfort, which got too irritating) was studying for the whole afternoon. why must the mid-years come???!!! there will be so much peace if there were no mid-years. halfway through studying, fell asleep due to boredom... it is too hard to keep awake while studying, and the cool environment due to the air-con made it better for sleeping. lol. nowi have to rush back all the stuff i was supposed to be studying while asleep. 5 minutes up, will have to continue studying....

still the same.| 5:58 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

wow!! so long never update. just thought i was going to update now, since i have some time...
k..............today was quite a normal day, except for stupid chinese test, which spoilt an otherwise normal day. k...a maths was boring as usual, sleeping time for me. then, during english, got back the english compre test which i got like 31/50. hmm...quite good la, taking into consideration that the highest was only 32/50. then in the middle of the lesson, a bee flew into the class and was disturbing jun hong. he then picked up his wallet and swung in its direction. the bee landed on the ground and he took a big step on it. surprising, it di not die.....then, he started to torture the bee. first, he went to cut its legs while it was still ALIVE, and it sort of freaked hong sheng out. he said something like cruelty to animals, what you do to the insect, will happen back to you or something. lol. he sounds like some animal activist...jun hong then poked his scissors into the bee's abdomen while trying to cut it off. and it was still moving!!! really cruel...then finally jun hong cut its head, but its front legs still could move. not surprising really. insects can live without heads and only die because of hunger. after that was recess, but i was still feeling too sorry for the bee to eat. then came chinese. the chinese test came and shunta took one look at the paper and just proclaimed,"wa!! so easy!! first page i know all already. you don't know any word just ask me." just another load of shunta bullshit. ask him last two tian2 xie3 han4 zi4 how to write, he said," i don't know..."what the f**k....
then chemistry that time, we were given test tubes, 6 each. then guo hao roll his test tube then drop. haha. then i was teasing him the rest of school time. lol.
after school, i went with alicia, shavonne and shane to the kallang kfc to eat. eat, eat, eat, then go shane house to do the creative arts music project. shavonne was there too, although i am forbidden to reveal what they were doing there... :P
that's all folks...
PS. try find out what they were doing

still the same.| 9:05 PM

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key of C. o

try as i may.
i can never explain.

key of D. o

i cant' be somebody.
i'm really not.

key of E. o

i know there's.
some time to change.

key of F. o

everything's changing.
yet i don't feel.
the same.

key of G. o

always caught.
up in circles.
confusion is.
nothing new.

key of A. o

i never believed.
in dreaming.
it never.
got me very far.

key of B. o

i tried.
to find myself.
i always.
get lost.

key of higher C. o

no one see.
me rightly.
i'm always.
a fault.

key of higher D. o

i tried to fly.
away from reality.
but gravity.
pulled me back.

key of higher E. o

still i'll keep on playing.
that same out-of-tune key.
that everybody thought of me.